Andy sixx

You guys im in love......................................with Andy Sixx. hahahahahah i know you are laughing but its not funny im totally serious. Caleigh you understand right?WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hes so cute though such a sexy beast........................................(sigh) i have to go now goodbye...................................................ANDY SIXX ANDY SIXX ANDY SIXX ANDY SIXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ummmmm...........................

Ummmmmm..........................I don't really know what to talk about you guys. My brothers birthday was Friday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DON!!!!!!! Not that you'll ever be reading this. HAHA. You guys i have nothing to talk about it's so sad!!!!!!! I haven't had any deep thoughts lately!!!! Waaaaaaahhhhhh!!! What to do? My chin itches. A lot. Its really annoying me actually. DAMN YOU CHIN ITCH!!!!!! Die. Rot in Hell. Burn in the depths of tartarus(I'm not sure i spelled it right. INDY!!!!) huh. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Hey i got new pants!!!! They are really cool!!!! Haha Topic change I'm a genius!!!!! I can make transitions so easily your eyes don't even see it!!!! Hah did you see it i did it again!!!! I'M BRILLIANT!!!!! HAha okay then I'm weird you don't need to tell me it seems I'm loved by so few people anyways*tear* *sob* hehe Just Kidding. I'm a good Actress too. MMMMWWWWAAAHAHHHHHHHHA!!!! Ok I'm done. *Bye!!!*

The Difference Between Insanity and Stupidity&The Real Cutters

Hello. Today I would like to talk to you about the difference between INSANITY , and STUPIDITY When one is insane does that make them stupid? I would ask a real live insane person ,unfortunately I don't know one.(unless I count myself.) I was having this conversation with someone yesterday, My sister says that she thinks most people have the same idea of insanity, because most of us know the definition of it in our minds already. All I know is that a lot of us don't know the definition of insanity off the top of our heads. So all of us must have different opinions of what insanity is. Is it that guy who raped ,and killed a woman but didn't know it? Is it that girl that just went off with two guys she didn't know? Or is it that mom who just smacked her little boy so hard he started bleeding? Maybe its the husband who just hit his wives puppy with a wrench. What makes insane... insane. My sister said that an insane person has to be stupid to some extent-I mean they are insane after all. Are they stupid though? Or is it just that they are SO SMART that they see the world in such a new different view that we cant even dream about.....so we call it insanity. Maybe the world is one big lie. Maybe WE are the insane ones because we aren't listening to the supposedly already "insane" ones..................................................................................ALSO! You know how everyone thinks Emos{that's right I capitalized it what are you going to do about it!!}cut themselves? Well, maybe some do. I don't. Maybe the True cutters are those who cut themselves on the inside. Think about it. Really people who cut themselves just want attention. But people who think to themselves "i want to do it but I'm to afraid." they want to but they don't want to for the attention they want to because they REALLY feel like shit! We never know it though. It could be the happiest person you know just hiding behind a mask so they wont worry you. Its really all just a Secret Society that none of us know about. Do we really know are friends? I mean sure we know them, but do we really know them. When you ask your friends "What are you thinking?" you don't expect to hear "I'm thinking about the Apocalypse and who I'm going to go to in the End. If I will be able to make it to anyone at all." In a serious way not a funny way. If you ask your friends that question ,and correct them when they are confused, then ask them it again I bet if your friend is a Really deep thinker then it will blow your mind what they say. Anyways this has gone on way too long. Goodbye!!!!

The Vampire Chronicles & Voids

HI!!!!! Sorry I haven't been an in a while friends. I wont give you an explanation because that is not my job. Now I am obsessed with The Vampire Chronicles, I am on the second Book- The Vampire Lestat. But, today I watched the movie for the Third book-Queen of the Damned- it was o.k but not as good as the first movie. Tom Cruise and Brad Pitt just can't be beat. If it's not them playing Louis and Lestat I wont watch it. The movie was sooooo cheesy like it was for teenagers or something! NO!!!!! is all i have to say. These books are about Death and Despair and Grotesque happenings. They are not some cheesy teen novel. Also in the end of the movie Lestat went off with this girl Jesse that he turned into a vampire. Eeew!!!! I want him to go find Louis goddammit!!!! Louis is the one you need convince him that he needs you too!!!!! I know I'm crazy you don't have to tel me, but I am passionate about this stuff. Anyways how was your weekend? Eventful I hope. Why does life suffer me so much. Nothing happens to me. It's like a deep never ending void of nothingness! Meaningless Meaningless life as we know it has no meaning!!!! And once we die Do we find meaning in going to heaven or hell? Do we meet God Or Do we Have a run-in with The Prince of Darkness? Because if we do all of us let us spit in his pitiful face!!!! Or is there just nothingness another ongoing void of nothingness? I like to believe that there is not, friends. But. Sometimes I fear that there is. You guys probably think I'm crazy. Maybe I am. What of it? You still love me and I still love you. Anyways I think this has gone on far longer than I hoped and I fear I am only achieving to Back up your thoughts that I am insane(I think my insanity is because of these books. Lestat feared the same thing I do) So I bid you all farewell and goodnight.

Miracle Girls & Bears That Lay Eggs

So, today I want to talk about Miracle girls. Miracle Girls was originaly a graphic Novel that I read about two twin sisters who have magic powers(Toni and Mika)and they had two boyfriends but I forgot their names. So the premise is they save the world ,or something like that. I could be wrong I read it when I was like 9 so it could be about icecream, and sunshine ,and I would have noooooo idea. So, later about 5 months after I read the series I decided to look them up on the internet. So, I typed in Miracle Girls and it brought up a dirty porn site that corrupted my little 9 year old mind. I screamed and tried clicking exit ,but it wouldn't let me leave ,sooo I turned off the Monitor(screen)and ran and got my mom. She helped me get out of it then criticized me "what were you looking up, I shouldn't let you go on the computer ever again, be careful of what you're doing you are gonna get yourself stuck in a bad situation!!!!" I cried and went to bed. I know what you're thinking. I DIDN'T CRY, THATS NOT POSSIBLE, MARINA NEVER CRIES!!!!! THIS IS RUBISH!(I used a big word=) Also, one day at the store ,like two years ago ,so that would make me,12 or 11. I was talking to my older brother Don about mammals(bears.) So just to be funny I said "Wait! Don't Bears lay eggs!!!!) Of course my brother thought I was serious ,and from that day forward I am made fun of for MY joke. DAMN!!! Why me!!!!!!!

Socials and Friends

So my school Is having a dance tomorrow and I'm pretty excited. Not necessarily because I want to dance or anything like that ,but because I get to see my friends. My friends(sigh) I'll make a list for you, but for the sake of their privacy I wont give you their last names. Indiana A.K.A Indy= He is the hilariously bizzare friend. Then there is Lexi=She is the spunky girl who is never afraid to fight, but she is really sweet. Hannah=the go get' um type, Lisa= The quiet but smart type, Nick= The I'll-do-whatever-the-hell-I-want-and-have-a-good-time-doing-it type, Alexis= The- crazy-I-think-I-love-her-sometimes-but-other-times-I-just-want-her-to-get-away type, Marissa= The crazy-not-afraid-to-speak-her-mind type(she is also God), Trysten= The friend you don't want to piss off,Caleigh= The cuddly-I'll-make-you-feel-better-don't-be-sad type.Kevin=Our Asian!!!, Nickolas= the perverted sweet one. Those are my friends!(long list I know) but you have to know, I mean they are a big part of my life! I plan on seeing them at the dance that nobody dances at!!!!(I get to sleep in tomorrow school doesn't start till about 9:55 I'm happy!!!!){Wish me a good day} <3 Bye!!!!!

Hey!!!!

So I don't know why I'm doing this(I know great way to start a blog.) So I really hope that this is all okay and that life works out for all of you people out there A.K.A no one because no one Is reading this right now at all! So you probably don't know anything about me. My name is Marina. I am a girl bored out of my mind! I realize you probably aren't very interested in what I have to say, but if your on here I don't see why you can't at least try! I guess you could call me emo/punk. I am really genuinely happy person. Anyways this is just an introduction, the Real stuff probably starts tomorrow. God will look down on me in high graces if anyone reads this. If not I am really only making this for nothing. Which would be sad. For me, not for you because you obviously really wouldn't care.(giggle)anyways. It would make me really happy if you would be my "follower" HA!! That sounds like something really creepy! Like "FOLLOW ME BRETHREN I WILL SHOW YOU THE LIGHT!!!" hahahahahah........okay, that's not weird. BYE